I got my tattoo done! It looks gorgeous. Covers up the scars very nicely. I think I managed to attach a photo of it but I’m not sure if it worked. If it doesn’t oh well. I’m very happy with it and so glad I got it, even though it was quite painful. No more painful than what I put myself through I’m sure.

I’m getting overwhelmed and discouraged with the job hunt. My therapist recommended going to the unemployment office and making an appointment with someone there and possibly going through DVR for services related to employment. I have an official diagnosis I’m just not on disability. So I think I’ll be eligible. I don’t know. I need help. I feel like I need to work while I’m looking for full time work but that if I get a part time job I won’t be motivated to look for full time work still. However I also feel like working part time will be a good way to get my confidence back. Show me that I can actually do a good job in the right environment.

I don’t know. At least my mood has been pretty solid. NV advised me to spend some free time learning Spanish so that when I come to his family gatherings I can understand what they’re talking about lol. I though it was nice that he was talking about taking me to family gatherings. That means he’s thinking about the future with me. I’m hoping to introduce him to some of my family next weekend if his schedule allows it. I’m glad things are going so well with him.

Everything in good time I suppose!