Graystreet, thank you very much for your insight. I really appreciate it. Yes, may be sending videos may be an annoyance if out of context.


This current man I just met is very decent. He showed up before the meeting time and so did I. I am trying to refrain from texting him too much. I like him as a person so far. I told him about my mental illness because he told me about his illnesses. He is doing ok but because he suffered from a stroke he has some physical disabilities. I accept him for who he is and realized the reason he is so empathetic to me is because he suffers too. He is supportive and probably truly understands the reason I take medication for my disorder. I don't feel he will use my illness against me like the previous man who was immature and quite jaded in his perspective about mental illness. He truly thinks that mental illness can be cured by taking vacations. Whatever!! I'm glad to have experienced such a bad time with the previous man that I can appreciate a good man now.

Also, I have not sent any sexy pics to the current man and am trying not to do so. I sent such pics to the previous man early on after we met online which is probably the reason he never respected me.


I made many mistakes with the previous man that I know not to repeat them with the new man.


I will also not send to many messages about what I'm doing so it does not sound like I am so needy about wanting approval from him. So far, it is going well.


I feel ok and am happy about the new man. Thank you very much again for your message! Please comment anytime!