I haven't been manic or depressed yet I am still overdrawing my checking account. That is the worst part about this disorder. I hope I'll be able to do good in college because I feel like the stuff I learned in high school has already leaked out of my head. I'm looking at other colleges, not just here or international, but on my continent. I think it would be a good change for me if I went somewhere different. Its nerve wracking, though, trying figure out college tuition and cost of living. I know I can do it as I was able to manage money before as a kid. My anxiety hasn't really kicked in for a while which is good. I have a new medication which is actually taking the place of my Risperdal. Zipraysidone if anyone has heard of it? I'm ready to explain to you guys my fear of social situations and why I don't trust people. I don't how I should tell you on here though.