> I am scared that if he knows how I am really doing he will tell me that I'm too much of a problem client...

I have had people actually tell me that sort of thing. Not after I was in therapy for a time, but near the beginning. Actually some of them say "you don't want to be helped" and that is worse. Not all of them respond that way, but you have to be prepared (as much as possible) for it to happen.