Today I was on Plenty of Fish, Tinder, and Ashley Madison all at the same time. I am so lonely I am looking for anything. When you go your whole life without anyone to count on you get desperate.

I was married at one point but he was never there, don't remember even getting birthday gifts, slept together maybe once every two years. I just always seem to get treated badly by men.

I know this is wrong but I would settle for crumbs from married men. It is even better than what I have EVER gotten from anyone. I am in a deep depression, where all day long I can't even bear to live. I sign and moan thinking about it and how my life is empty.