I had become destabilized before and since diagnosis. For so many years my system worked in the dark, and now the switching is more chaotic and blatant. Like Billy one of my parts said, "The gig is up now!" So yes, it is different. And yet not. What was in the darkness, is now in the light. And now I really need to learn containment, but two of my parts took over the appointment. If you want to know more please pm me.