I was a victim of csa, but I don’t really remember what happened, just bits and pieces. Anyway, I absolutely lose it when people grab me suddenly, no matter who they are. One time at work a co-worker came up to me and grabbed my hands and was trying to pop them. I knew he was joking, but I was freaking out. Afterwards, I cried. On another occasion, a family member grabbed my wrists and pushed me. Once again, I freaked out and cried. If anyone so much as grabs my hands/wrists even just to lead me somewhere, I freak out. I don’t know how to get past this.