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Old Jun 23, 2018, 05:13 PM
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Went to a family reunion today. Gag. Most of the people I didn't know. Some of those I did know, I wish I didn't. Got lucky and won a stupid mirror made by the aunt I hate and her husband. Already threw it away. Purged for the first time in forever It's been at least 8 or 9 YEARS. Did it practicially automatically too, without thinking about it. While I had been diagnosed with anorexia, purging type, in college, nearly all of the purging was through exercise, not by throwing up. Today was like one of those few times when it was automatic and easy for me, and I hadn't even eaten any of the foods that had been easy for me to throw up or overeaten (ate a normal amount). Go figure.

Stupid family reunion. I don't know the lady who volunteered to host the thing next year, and I don't think I will be going.

Long drive there & back. Exhausted now. Wish I could just go to bed, but it's only 5 PM. We have to eat dinner soon, but I still feel blah. I didn't even overeat at the reunion and still have no appetite. On the way home, my daughter had one of those glow stick things someone had given her at the reunion break and get all over her and the backseat of the car. FYI, those things smell terrible when broken, sort of like vinegar but worse. Got to clean that up too.
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Last edited by Blueberrybook; Jun 23, 2018 at 05:30 PM.
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