Hi, I have been stuck on step three for several months & can't seem to find anyone to understand my dilemma.
I was raised in the Church & I can not seem to separate religion from spirituality. I believe you either are hot or cold, no in between.
So when I read step three & it tells me I need to turn my will & my life over to God,I see it as saying I need to get back in Church & surrender my all/heart to God, become aChristian. Well I am not ready to do that. If I say ok I turn my will & life over to God yet I do not feel that then I am lying to myself & others.
Please someone tell me you understand, & maybe you can help me understand it in a different light. Thanks