I seriously don't know. But honestly I don't think the universe as a whole has some consciousness and it definitely doesn't care about us. I never "ask the universe" for anything as it can't give me anything. I like stargazing and I've been seriously into astronomy since I was very young. "Atlas of the solar system" was very first book I remember from age 3 or 4. I wanted to become an. Astronaut or work for NASA my entire childhood. I don't want that anymore.
Sorry everyone for being negative, I just needed to vent.