fuzzy---I have an idea for you...and me..
I think you haven't been able to tell your story..
without someone[therapist?]judging you...or trying to fix it...
you have trusted and tried but you have not had
a really good therapist...you have not been heard..
what do you think about this...you have been judged..

I say this because people want to sweep me under a carpet..
they would like to put me in the crazy category...
they don't want to hear about the ugliness in this world...
I think I am understanding your ANGER...