bless u guys. *hugs* ill alwyas be here for u all i guess i justgotta control it all more, get myself out of down bits eh.
nightbird, u made some fantastic suggestions there, and i would do that. this is one of the things that gets me down also is that i would but i cant, im too young. im 15, and they dont really have those camps over here. but i will keep lookng.
ty guys, i love u all
stay happy
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