my ex, who i went out with for a yr, wont leave me alone. he knows if someone wants something i do it no question. i still like him but i couldnt cope with what he was doing to my sanity lol.
recently, even though weve broken up, hes been taking advantage of my hyper moods, he knows i can be a lil impulsive, and i guess, well. it usually ends up in me doing something that he wants, that i dont, but i docuz he wants it. and its usually either a lil painful, or sexual, or both.
weve broken up! why doesnt he see that. hes been my close friend after, because i didnt want to be alone. i guess its my fault really. but i cant get rid of him cuz he makes me feel safe. but at the same time im frghtened of him, and he oversteps the line. ibroke up with him cuz he was hurting my mental health, not cuz i didnt love him. its not helping me and i no if im not careful i will get reinvolved, and that would be bad. but,,, ugh, oh well. lets al laff atthe teen with teen problems. sorry guys, i didnt mean tokick out the prev post, more improtant methinks
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