I feel quite depressed again. I called my mother and she said there is no time to be depressed. I did not say anything. I feel tired and apathetic. I have no energy. I have to go out tomorrow which may be good for me. I think the weather here is making it worse for me. It is rainy and humid. Yucky weather. I just need to make it until tomorrow. I will hold on and go out and hopefully I will feel better.