Hey all, I'm very sad right now. Today's the LGBT Pride Parade and my best friend and I make plans to go every year. This year I noticed she wasn't making any specific plans with me (ex. what time to meet, where, etc.) so I asked her yesterday. Long story short, she ditched me for her significant other. She keeps saying she wants to meet but she joined the parade with her girlfriend without telling me. There's a deadline to join the parade and you have to sign up so she knew for about a month that she was going and she never told me. She's being very vague right now and I'm the one asking for details.
I feel so sad. She's a great friend and I'm very surprised because she never did this before. I would have preferred a heads up a month ago. But she just told me yesterday. Now she's saying that she'll meet me after the parade, which ends at 6 and very far from where I am right now. She wants to go to the Pride festival, which is where I'm at right now. The festival ends before 6 so I'm not sure what she's going to do...She still hasn't told me where I should meet her.
I'm so confused and I feel so alone. I was walking around by myself but I got so down seeing people with their friends.
Am I making a big deal right now? Am I being an idiot/stupid? I just need to vent.
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