If I move out on my own. My brother says it's selfish of me and it really pisses my family off. They say they won't be there if i crack up again. I am tired of living under my mother's wing. I can't even decorate my own space. I am glad they have been there for me but honestly i need to grow up sometime. I do waver but am mostly leaning towards moving just because i need to, i prayed to, i don't know how to relate my feelings verbally to my brother in a way he would understand. He ended with fine do what you want. Your so selfish.