Thanks a lot...I thought I was overreacting... I'm still trying to.meet up with her and I had an anxiety attack and almost fainted because I don't do well in crowds. -sighs-


I know that's understandable because ever since she got in a relationship her girlfriend has been coming with us. I understand that people put their SO first. I get that. I'm upset because she ditched me for her girlfriend to go in the parade without telling me and instead I'm trying to walk around and find all of them. She didn't tell me that her girlfriend's cousin is coming so that's making our meetup even longer. That's why im upset. I'm not trying to come off as someone who is clingy to their best friend when they get an SO. My issue is making concrete plans. Even if she just wanted to go with her girlfriend I would have been, "Okay, I'll find someone to go with." I could have been prepared. -sighs- I hope my response doesn't sound harsh. That's not my intention. I'm just so confused right now.