This is an excuse. You are still blaming the supervisor for your behavior. The only reason this action was taken was to protect the supervisor from your stalking. This is a consequence of your action. What you need to get to the bottom of is why you do these actions in the first place. The mental breakdown you had AFTER getting fired from the fast food place is simply a symptom/consequence of your initial behavior. Figuring out why you do these compulsive behaviors (stalking, breaking rules you know you shouldn’t, attention seeking, acting childish at work to gain sympathy from co-workers) is the only way to start fixing the problem itself, rather than just one symptom. You have shown these symptoms for years, according to your own posts, not just since March of this year.