(((((((((Fuzzy))))) thank you. It really helped to hear that.

(((((((((Christina)))))))) ((((((((((jacq))))))))) (((((((((((BB))))))))))) ((((((((((((((Rap)))))))))) (((((((((Perna)))))))) (((((((((mlp)))))))) thank you all too. I appreciate the reality check, and the kindness.

I am a little better today -- as usual, it didn't look quite so bad the following day. I'm just tired, and frustrated, and disappointed in myself and my inability to change the behaviors that are ticking me off -- same ol same ol, unfortunately.

Thank you all for caring.