We exchange messages on social media still. He is very supportive. He likes my videos, and I like his. We are doing our own things. I realize this is good for both of us. I like posting videos too and can see the reason it can be addictive. But, I believe, he is doing ok. I am happy for him! My mood is cycling down and up though. It is difficult but I am managing to survive. I don't dump on him about my problems and neither does he. Thus, so far so good. I want him to be happy with me and vice versa. This is the first time I have not dumped on a man. It is sad but I am learning that being needy is not healthy and can cause much anxiety to others too. I am doing ok and having pen pals who I can talk to really helps. I am glad that people give their input on this site too. It helps me to gauge myself. I feel good today because the weather is beautiful here! I will enjoy the rest of the day and hope tomorrow is a good day too!