today use to be one of my favorite days. i send cards and get my family candy. But this year I feel like I'm going to have a psychotic break. The crying, taking more of the medication I have been prescribed and just laying on the couch. Of course, when Mama needs something or need to go to the store, I take her and I try to act normal. It's when I get home that I fall apart again. I am definitely not going to the hosp. Last time was absolutly horrible. I know that everytime I post it;s the same old story. I just need for someone to talk to me. I've asked my son to come over and sit w/me then I will call him back and say I'm ok. I am so so sorry to keep boring everyone w/this crap, I have no where else to turn. My theraptist isn't in today so I went to my son's house to give the kids their valentines. I didn't stay long. I had to go to the store again for mom. I am so tired and my whole body is painful. Just please forgive me for complaining.........j