Don't... you deserve to be heard.

It's not my fault I grew up in a dysfunctional family, but at least I need legal help or at the very LEAST counseling. I know nothing can be done about nerve damage but he didn't straight-forward tell me that, not anything at all, except that the pre-medical exam will not give me anything.... how cruel, especially when I wanted to be a doctor because it was the combination of my competency, passion and desire to help people. It was truly, science and practice for me. No other branch of science or anything at all will give me satisfaction of studying medicine... let alone applying it.

I cannot interact with people without sounding completely crazy. So clinical specialties aren't an option. I am not interested in radiology or pathology (I believe I never will be) so the only option is a surgical specialty, but nerve damaged hands cannot perform surgery. It'd hurt and my hands would shake, leading to patients losing their lives. And that's what the movie Doctor Strange is all about....


So what about my dream to become a doctor? Down the drain.