less than zero.....don't feel bad about work. I too had trouble at work. I would keep working until I just didn't show up because I was in the hosp. I did let everyone know that I worked closely w/that I was sick. Of course, unless you have depression no one will understand. I worked until I was 53 and just could not do it anymore. I applied for Soc Sec. It took me 2 years but I finally received it. Depression is an illness like anything else, we just don't have the back up we need in the courts. I'm w/you and understand. my love to you..puckyjan