I act out everywhere else besides work. I got put on probation at college for writing profanity on library whiteboard. I did other stuff that the dean ain’t aware of, like regularly swearing in class. Anyway, the dean said if he hears anything else, I’d be kicked out. I also crack dirty jokes on campus cafeteria and even with my dental hygienist. There’s not a single moment 24/7 where I’m not thinking of my fast food supervisor. That hurts me, so I distract myself by acting out.