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Jun 25, 2018, 02:28 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
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Quote:
Originally Posted by ruby2011
but what I went through thereafter made it worse..
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No, YOU made it worse. You didn't "go through" anything after, Ruby. What happened is that you were held to task for your actions. You were held responsible for your behavior. That's not "going through" something. You chose your behavior every single step of the way here, and you've had to suffer the consequences. But suffering the consequences of your own choices isn't abuse.
Until you accept responsibility that you did this to yourself, you will continue this pattern.
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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