I am prescribed zyprexa 20mg tegretol 200mg 3x and lexapro 10mg.

I stopped tegratol like 3 weeks ago because I felt it was causing rash like acne all over my body. So I wanted to see if it would go away.

I've been cutting the zyprexa since back home for about 3 months because I can't function on 20mg. And I get tremors. I take about 5mg or 10mg.

Recently prescribed lexapro and it seems to have destroyed my libido. I haven't taken it in 2 days.

I am obsessed with side effects and its been like this since I started medications 14 years ago.
Its appaerant to everyone close to me that I can't function without medication.

I can't help but play doctor its like a serious problem I have. I am stable now just tired and depressed.

Should I suck it up and take them as prescribed? Come clean to the pdoc?

Does anyone else struggle with taking pills as prescribed?