I am so frigging triggered to drink right now - bad news about my taxes from revenue Canada, ex-roommate pressuring me for money, and me feeling like a loser for not having money since I'm on disability. All hot buttons.

But I'm not going to drink. I'm home for the evening. I'm in my pj's already, and I refuse to call Dial a Bottle as I can't afford them. Plus I don't want to blow the few months sobriety I do have.

Just had to get it out.