It's all very unfortunate. I know how it is like to be discriminated...


I do not know whether for my behavior or not, or for my appearance for that matter, the boys and girls I "hung out" (going a few yards here and there while near tuition center, sometimes me as a pillion rider and my manipulative friend driving the two-wheeler) always laughed at me and called me a very discriminating character's name. Then referenced to the movie by telling me to "see [my] eyes" and calm down... very rude, like I chose to grow up in a dysfunctional family.

I wonder when discrimination on the basis of people's disabilities will stop.

It's hard to live like this. I torment myself because I cannot drive, and my parents have to drop me and out of my college, I am studying for a degree.... it's not my fault, nobody except me tells me that.

People are too stupid to understand science. Those ****ers should burn in hell. I wanted to be a doctor and save lives. The lives of very people who mock me. The lives of the commoners. It was my and still is, dream to study medicine. The odds are against me because I have nerve damage in my arms and legs. So I doubt I can be a good doctor.


But hey, look, I am a retard. So why shouldn't stones be pelted at me?