I am not questioning anything, but can the universe heal me if I come close to it? I have terrible cognition and nerve damage in my arms and legs. That'd disqualify me from being a surgeon. I had given up but now want to get into med school again...

Do you think the universe will heal my nerve damage? There's only a Marvel movie about the exact same thing, but Strange finds it easier to be the Supreme Sorcerer rather than being a surgeon again.... he gets help from someone that doesn't exist. But who will help me, or more accurately, what will help me? I can manage nerve pain but not the shakiness or precision of my hands.

I have yet to hear a person heal from nerve damage by the universe....

I am desperate enough, but I sometimes think God this to me because I don't believe in him.