I took a shower tonight! !!! I'm finally getting back to being myself. Well for the most part. I know that it'll take a week or two. We'll see my husband's the Wednesday. It looks like I'll be going to my sister's wedding alone. My husband can't miss volunteering and my son has class besides there'd be no one to let my dog out. It sucks but it's what we have to do. Now I have to imform my sisters and get a dress. I think I'll wait until closer to the wedding because I don't know how much weight I'll lose now. I'm just hoping I won't lose my mind.