I know it sounds like the best idea is to talk to him about it. It is not that serious of an issue, but I was just wondering about it. Yes, I like his company and do like him as a person. He is amazing given his situation. He has been around the world and can talk about anything. I will try to take his motivational messages as a source of encouragement. I do not write him too much but he likes to write me such messages. I think he thinks he is doing good by sending me such messages. So be it. I am not going to worry about it too much. It is innocuous and not that big of a deal. I think sometimes my illness takes over and blinds my perspective. He is a decent man and respectable. He is not perfect nor am I. We are still trying to get to know each other. He is very outgoing and knowledgeable about many things. I admire him very much. Thus, for now, I will overlook his intentions and just be happy with the person he is.
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