If you're honest with them, I would think it would appear as a sign that you are trying to get better and to be responsible for your mental health by telling them that you are struggling with taking the meds. I doubt they would stop seeing you for that, and if they did then maybe time for another pdoc anyways. Also, if you aren't able to take the meds as prescribed right now, you could probably request to be seen earlier or at least discuss your concerns over the phone with your pdoc. Good luck with everything!