I'm sorry you are feeling this way.
It must be very frustrating.
I don't know what to tell you, except keep trying?
I hope things start getting better.
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“I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.” ~ Maya Angelou
Karma is a boomerang.
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