I agree with what others are saying. It sounds like you knew it was wrong and even calculated how far you could act out without getting caught. That is very different from someone who doesn’t understand that what they are doing is wrong. Why do you crave this negative attention? Why do you like pushing boundaries? What satisfaction do you get from making others uncomfortable or afraid? These are the kinds of questions you might want to explorein therapy in order to understand why you keep acting this way when you know better. It is also important to understand that you are not just “acting out”; it is not only affecting you. Your behavior is also harming others, like your fast food supervisor who is taking measures to protect herself from you. If you claim to care about these people, why are you choosing to hurt them?