Keeping you stable is not good biz for shrink or councelor. They'll lose money.
They just want to keep you going thru the motions.
It's good to hear that you have aspirations and maybe plans for the future.
Good food for the soul. Being productive is a priviledge I took for granted until my big depression.

I'm back I think. Starting a new biz and all. At least, I've spent a ton of $ in merchandise.
I'm also registering in shows and exhibitions. Moving my Azz I call it.
The money is secondary for me at this point. But will come handy to pay for the goods.
GO FOR IT!!!. Good luck.