Hi everyone,
I was SO excited over this role, but now that I have been there a couple days, I am very scared and nervous that I am going to fail!
It's a senior level role.
I am worried that I am an imposter in this role. I am scared that I should know
far more than I do. I am not confident about the knowledge I do have. Sitting in on a client call yesterday, I was like, that senior level employee knows far more than I do.
And working full time in an office again is HARD. It's a HUGE change for me after ten years of working from home.
Basically, I am freaking out, thinking I cannot do this... I don't know enough... this is going to be too hard for me to pull off.
I wish I hadn't quit my part time job, but I needed full time work. I want to go back to my comfy work from home position that was more junior level.
I don't know how I am going to survive here.
I saw my therapist last night, which didn't help a whole lot. She said just take it day by day, & learn as much as I can.
And I cannot come on PC at all during the day --- now I am working F/T. Argh. I am dreading going into work today. I want this week to end.
I need support around this..... pleeeeeaaassseeeeee.