I have a gift too. I really have a gift. I used to top my science classes before I knew I am crazy. I used to top biology class without cheating before I knew I have memory loss. God damn it I knew I could be like Dr.Gregory House, or a real-life version of him.. Now, you're telling me I cannot be a doctor? Why, because my parents are delusional about the level of my competency? Do they have a ****ing idea of what I fight all day and night? Do they know their experiments made me disabled?
Now you're going to tell me I cannot be a doctor because I don't have the brains nor the hands? That despite being talented, hardworking, gifted, experienced and willing enough to be a doctor I cannot be one? Because my parents screwed up parenting? No you don't ****ing tell me that.
I wish I could feel emotions, and I would be crying now if I could.
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