I was once given the MMPI to complete while I was participating in a partial hospital program. They never sat down with me & reviewed the results, which made me angry beyond words. They just stuck the report in a file & that was the end of it. (I'm convinced they just had me do it because they knew my health insurer would pay for it. I just love the mental health care system...) I finally was able to get ahold of a copy of a summary sheet after jumping through about a half dozen hoops. But, anyway, one of the things I recall it saying in the summary was that I had "schizoid thinking". I never did really understand what that meant. However, I can relate to a lot of what you wrote here. So maybe that's it...