I'm mad my husband wont take my son to see his friends. They get together weekly and play a game then go to starbucks. He only sees them once a week and you seriously can't drive the 10 min. to drop him off. Oh and now he's sleeping. I'm getting more and more hatred for him. I'm trying to be calm and let things go. I wish I could drive because I would drop him off. I mean it's not like he's off with his friends all the time. He barely has any. Oh we got a note saying they're inspecting our house tomorrow and our house is a disaster. Honestly I don't see us getting it cleaned in time.

Besides that I'm pretty happy the spikes of complete anxiety are getting to me. Hopefully it goes away fast but they're getting longer. Maybe I'll just get use to it.