I suggest talking to your doctor about what you have been doing with your meds, and the reasons you had in doing this. If he eventually figures this out for himself, I would expect that there would be a very real possibility for him to not see you again. This would be justified, despite how much you deserve relief from your symptoms.

I remember one day my body starting shaking very badly. It was a very terrible experience. I decided not to change my meds, and instead wait for my next pdoc appountnent a few days later. It is that important to me to remain compliant. I am glad I did this. I initially suspected it was the last med that was changed a couple weeks ago. Instead it turned out to be a med that I had been talking for well over a couple months. How long would it have taken before I managed to figure this out? After how many meds that I would of had to take myself off of before finding the culprit? Which would mean more time feeling miserable and becoming more unstable.

PS Playing doctor with ones meds should be listed as a symptom of BP.