Really struggling today...dealing with extremely hard thing in my life (don't want to disclose my indenting but it's grief without a psychical death). I dissociatevoften and t read a children's book to me. It felt both nurturing but also I very weird. I felt guilty like I was getting something I shouldn't have. And like I was not normal. I suppose I was regressing and acting like a child so t asked me if I wanted to read the book I said no and then he asked if I want him to read it to me. I said yes. Am I normal? I'm also having intense abandonment fears related to the personal crisis. I just wonder if all this is too much for him. He ractocez psychodynamic