Our childhood dreams are not always accurate to our actual capabiluties. They are more about wishful thinking. Most kids don't grow up to be what they dreamed in their childhood & it changes when their REAL capabilities are discovered & sometimes that discovery takes experimentation to find the right nitch for one's self. Then it depends on positions available when graduating.

It 's tough to know at the point you are at. Sometimes just taking classes & finding out what yiu actually can do will give you insight into the direction that may work with a degree.

"All or nothing" thinking will get you nowhere in life no matter what your past has been.