why do we did-types even go to therapy when it seems never ending... and there's so many layers, and triggers, and things happen when those get messed with.

my t stumbled on the major censoring unit of the system and it has really *&%^$ messed wth the whole for the whole friggin week. I'm tired of this - i don't even want to go back!!! Not because of her - she couldn't have known... but i don't want to deal any more. i don't want to "pay" for it when the system decides it was my fault! i'm the one who takes the brunt of it.