Meet more people. It really is true you have to kiss a lot of frogs before you meet your prince! You know i looooove my chiropractor. He is literally half my age (im 66, he is 33) and he is married with children, but his brain and my brain just click - we get each others jokes, and that happened from day one, and he even said it was important on day one. It just restored my faith in life, that i wasnt alone. It was kind of like finding a four leaf clover, but if there is one, theres gotta be another one, right?

Just keep looking. And keep going to therapy, so you dont keep leaking creepy stuff when you DO meet possible people. People YOU might like or care about, people who are worthy of YOUR love and care - thats the important thing.