Session today was...unexpected.

We spent the first 20 minutes on her trying to call the local wellness place to see what the criteria was for getting a bed. According to her I meet all the criteria. Sigh.

Then she was like "I am talking about this elephant in the room that I have let go, but it would be negligent if I didn't bring up your weight loss." She said I could do the wellness place or go to a rehab for an eating disorder. That threw me for a loop.

I told her that sounded mean, and she was like "Because I called you out?" Okay T, yes.

I felt like my world was spinning out of control. I don't know what to think. Or feel.