I can’t understand what happened to me. I recently woke up in the morning, but it wasn’t until later on in the day, like the afternoon, that I started to notice my personality and mood was different. Then that night I had ice cream and apple pie that I’ve had zillions of times my entire life and always have been crazy about it, but after finishing it I was like, “Ug, that wasn’t so good.” In fact I quickly became upset with myself for consuming a lot of calories for something that didn’t taste good. The more I thought about it the more I realized that I really didn’t care for either one, the cream and the apple pie. There are a lot of other things that are different. The way I pick up things such as the tv zapper. I'm fumbling it, dropping it. It's starting to frustrate me.

I feel like I’m going crazy. As stated in other threads I hear voices that claim to be “alters,” 11 of them. I only know two of their names Ryan and Sally, but they don’t want to take control of the body even though I know of at least one time Ryan briefly took over my body. I suspect they take control off my body often at night during sleep. Maybe we’ve all become one. I don't talk to them anymore. It's been at least a week because the entire situation upsets me. I feel very very very strange and don’t like it.