I was manic this morning then took my medication immediately. I applied for a full-time job and am hoping at least for an interview. After receiving all these inspirational messages, I thought I can do more than what I do now. We shall see. I feel ok but my head is not all there. I stayed up until 4 am then could not sleep. I took my medication immediately and slept a little. I should sleep some more. I have bills to pay so need to go out and pay them. I have much to do but need to sleep for now. I want to be more productive and will push myself to do so. I get tired easily though and become discouraged. I will push myself a little harder and see what happens.