Ferfa,
You are saying that the people here don't give a crap about you but you know that is crap in itself.
You are taking the little respect you have for yourself and using that on other people. People here who answer your messages genuinely care about you and you just throw it back in thier faces.
I haven't and won't say anything comforting and sweet to you because you don't want it.
What do you want Ferfa? Do you want people to answer your replies and tell you that yes, indeed you are crap? Would that make you feel better? Or does it make you feel better to have people feel sorry for you and then throw it back in thier faces?
No one here is responsible for your life, your choices or whether or not you commit suicide. You are.
If you are so unhappy here and think everyone is an insincere liar or fake then why do you come here and why the hell would you give a two week notice? Your not under contract, you can come or go as you please. My only hope is that you won't trample people while you are deciding.
And really.....how to you expect someone to love you or even care when the only thing you are willing to do with your life is ***** and lay in bed?
Heidu

Every path to a new understanding begins in confusion- Mason Cooley