You're pretty much writing what I feel Erecura.

I have been depressed for nine months now after having to stop one of my meds suddenly due to a bad reaction.

I'm seeing my pdoc regularly to adjust meds and possibly start a new one.

These lows have passed before and I'm hoping this one does too.

As for making a recommendation for you, I can't do that but I hope my personal experience helps you come to a decision for yourself.