In my opinion (yeah know haha) you seem to be hurt..

I don't know exactly what it is, but you started to become extremely positive, then today I'm reading your update and it seems like...(how do I put this without sounding bitter?)..you didn't get the support you needed to ride the wave. Hypothetically speaking, I've said to much.

PS: I don't function well when others disapprove of MY life choices.

Stay safe